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My Bio
I honestly don't know what to do on this site right now. Too lazy even to choose a good profile picture and I don't know if I want to continue drawing or writing.

How will drawing anime-style as I intended make me happy? It's like a planet existing only in my computer and when I shut down the computer, no one I know is interested in it, me included! Anime is not my own culture, either. I'm not Japanese so, how will creating art in this genre work for me? It might be isolating me and maybe it's not the right medium for me? I could be happier if I created in my own language, about my own surroundings and deep issues and feelings I have, aka about things that matter to me.

The audience on here is honestly not my kind, either. I can't think of something more boring than pink pony pictures, some of which are having sex, etc. (If your thing is pink ponies with human attributes, enjoy! It's just not my thing.) There are a lot of psychologically troubled teens and adults here who almost adore the state they're in, mediocre computer art everyday on the front page, and worst of all, a bunch of unhappy and frustrated people ready to attack each other on comments for almost no reason sometimes...It's toxic, but this is still the only art medium I know of to post stuff on.

I'm also not good enough at art right now, not enough to drive a lot of attention to my drawings, the kind of attention enough to start a conversation. Another issue, almost no one reads stories on here, therefore I have no wish to post stories...A single handful of people like my stuff and most of the time, my stuff is not even seen. Group system doesn't work, you have to work ridiculously much to make yourself visible. It's honestly a miserable website overall!

I'll think about things. I'm still creative, just don't know how to utilize it. Will think on possible media to try, or the option of quitting, or using other sites to post things, and how creativity can fit into my life.

I wish you all the best with your stuff.

Favourite Visual Artist
Too many :)
Favourite Movies
No fav
Favourite TV Shows
Not much into TV shows
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
No fav, I listen to a lot of stuff
Favourite Books
Many
Favourite Writers
Not many
Favourite Games
Mystery, adventure games
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
My brain
Other Interests
Writing, composing.
Why did I start getting loads of llamas again? I've been coming online for a while. The first few weeks, no llamas. From last week on, suddenly, loads! Whyyyy?
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Happy New Year!

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I wish all the nice people on dA a happy, happy new year! The not-so-nice people can honestly suck it! :) I wonder what you all wish from the new year to bring you. I feel as confused, busy, and hopeful as ever . Will try to do my best in 2018, too!  Anyway, I hope we'll all be happy through this year!  Let's march into it as the weird creatures we are and see what happens!  :)
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I was checking what was produced in the last year in anime world that's worth something and I came across 'shelter.' Shelter is a collaborative music video between American and Japanese artists for again a collaborative song of Porter Robinson and the French electronic music producer Madeon. The vid is a six minute animated short that's written by an American (Robinson) and illustrated and voiced by Japanese staff. That kind of collaboration is not something I've come across before and it's a successful collaboration, too! Shelter got over 24 million views since it was released just over a year ago and the reviews are generally positive. The
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You deserve a hug right now.

Aye, a very (and I mean VERY) belated thank you for the watch! I really appreciate it! x)
Haha, it's fine :) Thank you too for the great art!
I really hope not to disappoint you with my future stuff! x')
Thanks a lot for the fave.:D (Big Grin) 
Thanks a lot for the awesome pic :D